Owh My God....!

My Owh My...
Owh my God..

"How Did I Fall In Love With You?"

Remember when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood, we'd never be,
Alone
Those days are gone, and I want you so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
Don't want to be
Alone tonight


[chorus:]
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?
I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble
I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
Don't want to be,
Alone tonight


[chorus:]
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?


[Bridge:]
Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know, oh yeah
I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
With you I wanna spend
The rest of my life


[chorus:]
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew
How did I fall,
in love ,
with you?..............

P/S:------------------>I LOVE THIS SONG VERY MUCH!

It's SUN+DAY...

---->Hey..
sunday coming again..and i am here in METRO once again(=_+)...
What a relief feeling at all..i love this kind of situation..songs...singers..musician..music..dancers..peoples..community..united..well,semuanya cukup untuk menggambarkan betapa bahagia nya HARI ini..That God has given such a very2 beautiful ways for me untuk nikmati saat2 indah seperti ini?i deserve to have the best of my life right?and i deserve for everything just like anyone else...

i heard voices of few peoples here and there..semuanya campur2..saat saya membayangkan situasi2 yang hampir tidak terjangkau kan oleh fikiran manusia saya,suddenly a fren of mine mengingatkan saya suatu perkara..well,it's a bit hard to explain it here but when the time come..i'll explain it all...but whatever it is..it was something important..something worthy..something precious..

well..pa yang paling penting..today sa rasa saaaaaaaangat bahagia..i guess saya dpt apa yang saya mau oredy.. (I GUESS..)hehe...cukup sampai sini dulu..nti sambung lagi ya..!BYE for now..

EVERYTHING--LIFEHOUSE

Find Me Here..

Speak To Me..
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place
where I find peace, again.
You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light, to my soul.
You are my purpose, you're everything.
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You still my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?
And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?


Cause you're all I want, you're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want, you're all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want, you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want, you're all I need
You're everything, everything.

And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better, any better than this.
And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this..

---->it's the words i wanna say to someone..

Quotes..

~..'I do my thing and you do yours..I am not in this world to live up to your expectations,and you are not in this world to live up to mine..You are you and I am I, and if by chance we find each other,then it is beautiful..If not, it can't be helped..'

Hmmm..i took so many times thinking about this Quote..makin lama difikir,makin pening pula kepala..dunno why,tiba2 ja rasa mau mendalami 'Ayat2 Emas' diatas tu..(ayat emas meh??..)
..nowadays,i guess..ada beberapa koleksi Quotes yang suda sa baca..mostly berkaitan dengan life,love and diri sendiri..best juga baca quotes di saat2  'down-to-earth'..it gives strength..kan..kan..

~~~lain pula cerita..ubah topic k..
it was last nite..and i was spending my precious moment with my close cousin wif her hubby and son..what words could i describe what was going on last nite..we all felt great..enjoyable and happy..lama da tidak rasa gini bah..kan bagus kalau this kind of feeling berterusan..Happy and enjoy all the time..but my cuzz cakap,tidak best juga kalau happy and enjoy jaa..mesti mau juga ada sedih2 skit..down skit..susah2 skit..barulah dapat rasa itu kehidupan..
Hmm..i keep smiling bila ingat dia cakap gitu..well,i guess cukup sampai sini dulu ya..i will continue updating my blog lg nti2..just wait aa..got so many stories to tell ya all..til then,BYE for now..Adios amigos!

StiLL...

--->Im still here..masih di wad tunggu my friends datang untuk tukar shift..im on afternoon duty right now..kak Jamilah asked me to go home early but i refused..
'teda juga sa mau buat di rumah tu kak..lainla kalau ada laki and anak..boleh juga rushing balik rumah jumpa durang..still single ni..balik rumah pun paling2 tengok tv then tidur..'

ketawa kak jamilah bila sa cakap gitu..what a life kan..!i am a bit okay right now..my migrain macam tau2 jak yang sa penat so 'DIA' x attack sa ni ari..(Gud..gud..tidak juga penat sa menahan kesakitan everytime 'DIA' datang...heheh)

Hmmm..pa mau cakap ahh?im speechless ni sometimes..
I read someone's Blog justnow..****Sighed****
ADUH...it's touching my feeling..(=_-)
GOD,what should i do?
TELL ME...U're D only one that i can count on right now..

I still L*** and M*** Him..u know that from the start..God,U know that..cumanya,all i can do is hiding my own feeling to others so that they will not see my weaknesses..i never expected all this will coming back to me..i am already losing my hope of everything(i guess..)whatever it may takes..God,i leave it all to U..

~~LeaVe Me ALONE..

~I drove myself to a place where i thought i found some peace..my mind was spinning around..i played a song from 'Jaci Velazques-imagine me without you'..i felt like i wasn't on the earth for a while..i felt like there's a hole inside my heart..

..bit..bit..
'cuzz,tonite aa..practice for youth nite!got new pattern....'sms from my lovely cousin maikah..she's been so kind to me..she's the one i turn to when i have no one else..

'i'm on my way cuzz..'i replied..
i felt a bit down..i was taking not less than an hour to get there and there i was..in front of them..saying hi and..

'hey,u're here already,come in...'
celestine came to me and gave a hug..i felt calm at time being..she was doing practicing(musical drama) with my friends..as she invited me to join them together..

sighed..
'celes..i just cant..i couldn't come this friday nite!..im on afternoon duty..it's my pleasure to be a part of your presentation that nite..i would love to but i just cant..'i said with a sad face of mine..
'it's ok friend....'celes smiled and continued practising..

They started their drama things..i heard a very touching song while each and everyone of them played their own role..
what song was it?..i started crying..i looked at them all..i couldn't stand still..it's touching my heart..deep inside,i felt like..i just couldn't say anything..
owh..leave me alone..just a while,ill get back to u all..

Life-->full of choices and decision to make!

I remember last nite when i talked to 'SOMEONE' really close to me about this and those things..including life and its surrounding!we kept on talking til we didn't realised how much time we took..huh,how come..i put my eyes on my watch(gift from someone special--very cute)..it was nearly 3am oredy..we once talked about life..Hmmm...we've been shared long about this topic and sure there's a lots of things about life we debated...hah,x sedar bercakap..tiba2 perlahan la pla suara org d sebelah sana..dui bah..i was trying to remember what was i talking..then i recall it back n found out that maybe my last words made him felt down..'life is full of choices and decisions to make..like it or not..we have to make it on a purpose....'

i heard he cried softly on the phone..my heart aching..i tried my very best not to cry..i persuaded myself as i know it will make sense no more..i am tired of fighting..i am tired of hoping..i am tired of laughing..i am tired of everything happened in my life as i trying very hard to go through my life as a normal person as others..

i asked whether i did something bad or not to him..but he once said..
'...everything u've been said before was right..thanks for remind me that..i almost forgot about it and it make me think deeply and deeply...'

hmmm..i guess i was so harshed to him..i guess i was a little bit rude to him bout...EVERYTHING..we ended our conversation last nite as early as he wanted it..with a simple goodbye,he hung down the phone then..its leaves such a million questions on my mind..i couldn't sleep that nite..

**Headache**

Tab. chlorpeniramin..Tab. Maxolon..Tab. brufen..Tab. MMT..what else?u named it..i need those medicine A.S.A.P..!so sakit la kepala today..Here and there,sudalah sakit kepala..my migraine attacking me once again..hmmm,gastritis?vomiting?...i feel like im not on the earth rite now..pusing kepala gwe..aduhh,sih!kok bisa kayak gini..what kind of medicine should i take to make me sleep all day long?

what kind of therapy should i take to make me feel more comfortable..more calm?..ia there any?HELLOOOO...SOMEBODY..DO YOU HEAR ME?...Monday Blues symptoms?..is that right?itukah yang most people gelar kalau fikir something bad d hari isnin???I dont really like the way i feel now..eversince i woke up this morning,this strange feeling keep haunting me til now..i come to the very core of the day..not until midnite..not until next morning or whatsoever..whatever it is..i just wanna get rid of all THOSE SHIT THINGS!!!please la..mau muntah da kalau fikir terlalu banyak..smpai gitu skali...where's my inner strength?..OOOHH..PLS,..do call me back!hmm...dunno la..CEPAT2 LA MASA BERLALU...

~CRY..

CRY------>
I'm not the type to get my heart broken

I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing
My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart
How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
And after all I tried to do, to stay away from loving you
I'm broken heart and I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
All my life...

~SLeePinG BeauTy(^_-)..

~Hmmm..cute kan ni baby..teringat pla sa dengan seseorang kalau nampak ni gambar camni..miss HIM oredy..Story2 pasal tidur ni..hah,Today..all day long sa tidur..tidur dengan aman sekali..orang putih bilang 'SLEEPING BEAUTY'..ngam2 juga gaya tidur yang sangat ayu and cantik kali..dat's why kenapa kena cakap sleeping beauty..balik ja dari keja malam,sampai rumah,mandi and pakai baju segala then tidur di tilam empuk yang sangat menyelesakan..(Untuk pengetahuan semua..sa keja d sebuah hospital terkemuka-->better tidak payah mention pa nama hospital tu la bah kan..)best nya tidur setelah semalaman bekerja..orang bilang,shift malam memang a bit tiring..for me..YES!sometimes..but enjoy juga ni..sementara orang lain tidur,sa pula berjaga..manalah tau kot2 ada Emergency Case..at least suda get ready..balik ja dari keja,before sampai rumah..sempat lagi sa pi bank jap..huhuh..mata memang berat gila tapi..KUGAGAHI juga..well,i guess story pasal TIDUR suda selesai..nanti2 kita bicara soal lain pula ya..til then..BYE!

MiSsInG PieCe~~

You do what you're suppose to do,


with no frown or fuss.


Not because you want to ,


but because you must.


Day after day


It's like a routine.


Don’t have too much to say,


You only do the right thing.


Soon you feel empty,


but you don't know what it could be.


You want no sympathy.


But it's something you can't see


Everything used to make sense,


but now you're lost in a maze.


You feel so tense,


and you pray for better days.


Something just doesn't seem right


You look for an answer that's not there.


You stay awake all night,


But you feel like no one cares.


It's right in your face


and you think it's safe,


or should you forget?


Things don't seem the same,


But what should you do?


You think you should change,


But change for who?


Understanding means nothing to you now.


Your heart is pronounced deceased


This should you allow ,


or find your missing piece?

~My LosT DreaM..

You looked into my heart and found my lost dream,

A very common one I guess it may seem.

No one else like you in my heart is the same,

Cuz I've really changed since in my life you came.

You told me that my fait rests in my hands,

To make life as best I can.

You took my hand and out of the shadows we ran.

With my back to the dark and my heart towards the light,

You told me to do what I thought was right.

Even though you promised that you'd always stay,

No matter how close you are it feels as though you're miles away.

Now as I look back at the past,

I realize that time moves by way too fast.

The memory of our friendship I hold near,

How I wish you could still be here,

For you know me better than I know myself,

only you have ever seen me cry.

But now when I talk you just hear but don't listen to what I have to say,

You just pull your heart away.

So not even to my self do I want to confess,

That as time goes by I don't seem to like you less.

WhaT KinD oF FeeLinG..

~

After a breakup, there is a great feeling of loneliness that overcomes us. For so long, we felt that we were a part of something bigger than ourselves. Suddenly we are left with the realization that we no longer have another to lean on. The loneliness is overwhelming. We have become used to having someone with us all the time. We probably made all our decisions together. To suddenly be alone after intense togetherness is a very lonely feeling...

-->PhoToShOt time..

It was yesterday morning when me and my work-mates havin such a great time together on photoshot..we were all so bored,so we took a chance to fullfilled our morning shift on taking some gorgeous photos..and here is some of it..i guess,we were all happy and enjoyed the session..hehe..

Another great day!

A

--WhOoOoAa..another great day!hehhe..
Last week(few days ago)i went To Centre point alone..all by myself..i was looking for some stuff..but didn't find it..my listed was burned just like that and i was enjoying myself on window shopping as well..
Naaa..The best part of my life on that day was..having such a great lunch at 'SECRET RECIPE'..i ordered GriLL blackpepper Chicken,Ice blended Cappucino and blueberry cake as a desert,so yummy!..Hmmm..i wish to be there with 'SoMeOnE'..

-->Blogging..

--->Someone sent me this note long2 time ago..what a beautiful words..it's touching my heart everytime i saw it..i wonder how can this simple notes can attract my feeling at time being?..hmmmm..i just wondering of it..
well,i started blogging once again after a long time..know what..i miss those moment where i spent all my day and night blogging..blogging..and blogging..and here it goes..im coming back with a new stories of mine..