SOMEONE..

"..i found myself today..and ran away..something pulled me back,the voice of reason i forgot i had..all i know is you're not here to say..what you always used to say..but it's written in the sky tonight.." a beautiful song by Hillary Duff


whenever i am in a very 'down-to-earth' situation..whenever i almost surrender about everything..whenever i almost give up on something..i look up and try untuk tengok langit serta isinya..(someone told me to do so..)membawa maksud,it's some kind of relaxation teraphy..tho it's not fully working but at least ive got chilled sensation there..and ianya benar2 membantu disaat2 'masa kecederaan' seperti ini..
..terlalu banyak perkara yang tak mampu ku mengerti mengapa ianya terjadi..rasanya seperti nightmare pla..setiap malam menghantui tidur2ku dan membuat hati ini resah gelisah all the time..bukan maksudku menolak  yang telah terjadi..cumanya terdetik di hati ini,for sometimes,rasanya tidak tertanggung beban yang ku galas..mulut seperti ingin berkongsi tapi dengan siapa?does they are the right person to share with or they just a 'FAKER' hiding behind the mask of life?..there's a voice saying 'No one can really understand you,EXCEPT you..'

is that RIGHT?



P/S: i am soooo tired..tired of all those things!