** JUST 4 You..and You..and You!

~Hi everyone..here i am again..it's been so long(Few days ago) since my last post..how i miss blogging..i was too busy with MY LIFE..seminar here and there..working..catching up everything..menikmati semua yang harus dinikmati sebelum semuanya diambil pergi..hehe,puitis sungguh!
well,that's what i should do instead of just letting every minutes gone without doing something..or anything..or whatever,right?..before i go too far..
i would like to dedicate this beautiful love song to YOU(you know who you are..)I LOVE YOU with all my heart..i just happened to put this song to my blog site..and hopefully ianya mampu membuat telinga2 yang mendengar merasa aman..later i'll continue blogging again..got banyak cerita2 menarik untuk dikongsi sepanjang ketiadaan sy beberapa waktu dan ketika..hehe,SO...ENJOY YOURSELF!



HANYA UNTUK MU~BUNGA CINTA LESTARI
Rasanya tak ingin berakhir

Saat kita rasa bahagia
Hidup penuh dengan misteri
Kadang sulit kita jalani
Takkan bisa sendiri
Meraih mimpi tanpa cintamu


Reff:
Terlalu indah ‘tuk dibayangkan
Terlalu manis untuk di kenang
Karena engkau ku ada di sini
Kau selalu ada di hatiku dan di cintaku
Takkan bisa sendiri
Meraih mimpi tanpa cintamu
Back to Reff:
Terima kasih telah memilihku
‘Kan ku jaga cintamu selamanya
Ku ‘kan selalu jadi yang terbaik
Melantunkan melodi terindah
Hanya untukmu....

----->MELAWAN KESEPIAN..

~it's just a simple song yang mengandungi 1001 makna yang sgt mendalam.
...this song just melt me away..
******SIGH*****

Apapun yang terjadi

Berjalanlah tanpa henti
Air mata tertahan
Waktu untuk dijatuhkan
Nanti kita kan tahu
Betapa bijaknya hidup
Sepahit apapun ini
Pelajaran yang berarti
Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku
Nanti kita kan tahu
Betapa bijaknya hidup
Sepahit apapun ini
Pelajaran yang berarti
Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku...
Semoga kepergianmu

Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku
Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku
Apapun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti...

+AfRaiD FoR LoVe To FaDe..++

------>It's been a few days ago since my last post..a bit bz with 'THINGS' here and there..had a very exciting(kinda fun) journey with friends of mine(guys!u all are so sporting..)
+++Later i upload some photos during our ROAD to PANTAI TIMUR..macam2 ada ni..just wait aaa...just wait!
~~some say 'NIKMATI hidup ini selagi ada KESEMPATAN'..so i try my very best untuk menikmati setiap saat dan waktu yang tersisa ini..do WHATEVER i want 2 do..x kisahlah..janji,PUAS..that's what life worth for..rite?
***Thanks to My Dearest one for concerning..tho we both bz with our things but stil ada ruang untuk 'bertanyakan sesuatu'..or whatsoever untuk waktu2 yahg sangat terbatas..itu suda cukup membuat hati kecil ini terharu..pls notice that--->i am waiting for you..(^_^)..
***o ya,Got something for u..

~~P/S: I LUv ThiS SonG so much..!

--->Hmm..This song also bagus utk didengar..Malay version but tak kisahlah..janji sedap didengar..setiap bait kata yng terucap menggambarkan sesuatu yang sangat unik,menyentuh hati nurani..jiwa raga dan perasaan ini..so,here it is..

~~Just ENJOY it!

+++k lah aa..that's all for now,will continue blogging later..til then,BuBYE....God Bless!+++

++Me,Him and everything..

Ari Lasso feat. Bunga Citra Lestari - Aku Dan Dirimu
tiba saatnya kita saling bicara
tentang perasaan yang kian menyiksa
tentang rindu yang menggebu
tentang cinta yang tak terungkap
sudah terlalu lama kita berdiam
tenggelam dalam gelisah yang tak teredam
memenuhi mimpi-mimpimu malam kita
reff:
duhai cintaku, sayangku, lepaskanlah
perasaanmu, rindumu, seluruh cintamu
dan kini hanya ada aku dan dirimu
sesaat di keabadian
jika sang waktu bisa kita hentikan
dan segala mimpi-mimpi jadi kenyataan
meleburkan semua batas

antara kau dan aku...

~~syok banget layan lagu nih!
..i am resting myself here in Hotel,somewhere at Lahad Datu..a bit tiring(it's a long journey)..but i still can manage to smile after all..i just happen to open a folder of music and searching for a song to sing..i saw this kind of song then i let myself 'layan'..........best jugak..dengar2 every bait2 lagu,i feel sooooooo.......huh!what a touching song..Napalah lagu ni timbul di saat ketika ini..disaat kerinduan yang sangat menebal membara di jiwa??(Aduh..jiwang lagi..)
~~~WHERE IS MY PRINCE??..I MISS U SO MUCH LIKE CRAZY..!

PicTuReS~

Hello everyone..TESTING>>Testing..

I'm just finishing tangkap beberapa keping GAMBAR using Youcam..

mcm syok pla..at first me just want to gambar suka2 untuk koleksi peribadi..But then,nampak cantik pla(im not expert on this kind of things)

Pa2 pun..memang best la..exploring new style rambut and------------------>inilah hasil keja tangan gwe..hehe!

SaD Story..

~ I put this thing on my blog,,just to let u all know how touching i am..keep watching this..u'll feel how great love it is..this is what real love is..~

Little Star..

Twinkle twinkle little star,

how I wonder what you are?
Looking at your magic light,
watching over us tonight.
Before my dreams take me away, I kneel beside my bed and pray
For all the children in the dark, till tomorrow,
twinkle little star.
Promise me you'll twinkle little star.
Cos everybody needs a little star.

~~And again...my tears falling down and i dunno why..in the middle of the darkness,here i am..
i wish that everything will be fine..
everything will be back to normal again..
i wish that i dun have to cry over and over again..
i am tired of crying all night long..
~~sorry kalau coretan ku ini membuat orang2 merasa boring.asyik2 nangis..asyik2 nangis..seumur2 nangis all the time..nampak sgt weakness ni..
(....Well,who cares anyway..this is me..i am responsible of my own business,right..?)
should i tell everybody what caused me so-down-to-earth?or should i yell to everybody what's inside my heart just so i could feel calm at time being?i've no idea of what happened to me now..dengar lagu ni ja..nangis ni..touching sgt kot lagu ni smpai menyentuh jiwa raga ku ini..DUH..stop2 crying..dont be like this..u're strong gurl..u're tough..STOP it..dun cry..(am trying my very hard to stop..BUT unfortunately------->failed to STOP!

To-------------------->Him with LOVE!!

...Jeng..Jeng..Jeng..

Menurut kalian,apa itu cinta?haaa..kali ni we story2 pasal LOVE pla..ntah napa tiba2 boleh ter'FIKIR' untuk cerita pasal ni..layan ja la kan..Hmmm..menurut kalian,pa itu cinta?

~~some say..cinta itu buta(betulka?)

some say..cinta itu perlu pengorbanan..

some say..cinta itu keinginan untuk hidup bersama disertai dengan tanggungjawab dan pengorbanan..

~~Well,whatever cinta it is..ianya suatu feeling yang sangat indah..(jiwang banget nih)

----->when u fall in love..rasa macam nda kena saja ni..hati berdebar2(yakah??)..ter'INGAT'2..makan macam nda selera..tidur kadang nda lena..ayooo..inilah penangan CINTA kan..(to all people out there yang sedang baca blog ku ini..maybe pernah atau sedang mengalami apa yg sa alami bah kan..so dun hide ur feeling..dun deny it..everyone pun feel the same also..hehe)

To the man i love so much...

listen here..

i am waiting for you to take me as urs forever..

i dun wanna be away from you anymore..

i want you to take care of me for the rest of my life and be with me no  matter what happen..promise me?

~~for sure..u will always be mine..NOW & FOREVER!

~~just look into my heart...U'll see...u'll see..

~~Someday at the chapel..we'll standing in front of everybody..i'll be ur wife and u'll be my man..FOREVER!

~~From the heart..im giving u everything..anything..

JUST want to let U know how much i love and care for you..

----I LOVE U----

Pity U..

Yesterday(09042010)..i accompanied my sis went to skin specialist clinic..so pity on her..i understood how it's goin when kena attack allergic..Dui,Only God knows how i felt last year when the same things happened to me..

(09042010)3:18am..i was still awake(couldn't slept--->so i listening to any kind of songs and buat sesuatu di pagi subuh)..suddenly i received SmSes from JeSS..

JeSS: Pagi karang ko keja pa?mo minta antar ko p skin klinik d dekat luyang da,sa nda tahan sdh,menggaru ja sa kegatalan,huhu
Me:Ko keja pa gia? Sa Off jg ni..

JeSS: sok keja mlm gak tp pagi taw petang la minta antar,ko free jam brapa?
Me: Petang skitla..sa tidur dlu smpai jam 12mid day,b4 jam 2 kta gerak p snala..sa dlu direct p kecemasan,pastu kena bg surat refferal letter p jmpa pakar..then kena bagi steroid untuk untuk reduce tu allergic

JeSS: Ko jmpa pakar d mna?macam lambat bei law rujuk d Queen(hosp)..
Me: Sa jmpa d Queen,ngam2 wkt tu kawan sa DR keja sna,so sa trus jumpa dia ja..X pa la..ko trus p luyang..jam brapa ko minta ambil?di kolej bah kan..

JeSS: Ya dari ko ja..sebelum jam 2pm la..bap durang rehat gak tengahari kan..ko keja mlm ka ni?
Me: Bah,nti sa p ambil ko..sa d rumah bei  ni..x sa dpt tidur..hehe

JeSS: Owh bah,sa plan mo pg ari 6 tyme rehat mlm tp takut tutup..bedarah2 lagi telampau sa garu2 ni,telampau gatal..
Me: mcm sa yang dulu tu,sa on steroid dii..nga effect dia sa jadi gulombon(fat)..sbb steroid bikin kuat mkn..huhuh

(perbualan diatas x ditapis..so anyone yang x understand..minta maaf banyak2 from head to toe..sila minta translation from org2 yg tau ni bahasa la..hehehhe)

cian bah adik ku sorang ni..u made me sleepless that night sbb telampau fikir u pnya allergic..pa2 pun,sebelah afternoon gitu..i brought her to Dr Indra Specialist Skin Clinic..x pa la mahal bayar..yang penting kesihatan tu bah kan..

Pssst..sempat g c JeSS arguing wif my mother----my mum tu X-tra concern smpai makan ubat pn dia terlalu obses ni..takut c jeSS x on time mkn ubat..nti x pasal2 alergic datang lg...nangis2 ni c jess mengadu..dui bah..cian jg..

~~From Paris With Love..

--->Honestly..1st time tengok cover Film ni,i was a bit confused..yalah,tajuk Film ja macam a bit 'ROMANTIS'...uiseh..tp bila tgk gambar ber'tembak' pla..ya nggak?Waktu mau beli pun macam dua hati ni..

...belika,x beli..belika,x beli...

++beli ja la..(My fren said to me..)

++makin lama ko berdiri sna..makin ko bingung,bingung mau beli yang mna satu..(she continued lagi berkata2..huhuh)

...arrggh,beli ja la..nanti2 baru tengok..syok ka atau x syok itu belakang kira..yang penting beli ja dulu..at 1st heran jg..napa hati ni memberontak meronta2 mau suruh sa beli DVD ni..last2 sa beli juga...

hampir seminggu from tarikh yg sa beli tu barulah berpeluang tengok ni..(ayooo...too bz with too many things bah)..sana sini,ada jak mau dibuat..

know wat??

--->BEST GILER pla film ni..ingatkan fully romantika...BEST ni..suka sa gaya John Travolta cni..watak lain dari yang len..i was attracted ni..(Dui..what happened??)

consentrate ni tengok ni movie..sampai x rasa lapar langsung..duduk depan TV ja..klu boleh dun wanna gerak skit pun..(begitu hebatnya penangan film ni)..i dont know pla pa pandangan orang len pasal film ni..but for sure mmg best la..so,better u all yang belum tgk,give time to urself..tengok la..then baru buat conclusion..hehehe..

~~FutSaL..

---->It was tuesday night(06/04/2010)..Borneo Praise Music(BPM) team sekali lagi mengadakan perlawanan futsal persahabatan d gelanggang futsal kompleks sukan Likas..(skema juga mau gitau ni..terlalu formal..hehe)we all awal2 lagi suda get ready there..bersemangat waja semua ni..got team lelaki and got team perempuan..memang happening gila..

Team lelaki memulakan permainan..our team(all girls)practise menari while waiting for the boys finishing their game..dis coming friday,got Youth Nite d Metro Church..so sepa2 yang mau join..dipersilakan..be a part of our team..masih banyak lagi kekosongan jawatan..hehe..

~~Sibuk2 practising..sempat lg c oneil minta ambil gambar..~~

~~ha..ha..ha~~

.look at us..sempat kena candid lagi tu..my cuzzy maikah(pakai baju oren)bersemangat ni mau start main...

----->after penat berlatih n main futsal..then we all go makan2 d anjung selera tanjung lipat..uiyoohhh...makan ja owh..nda putus2 makan ni..badan naik berkilo-kilo baru tau..huhuhu..whatever it is..it was such a great night for all of us..!

++Happy Hour++

I am sooooooo Happy today..
know what???....happy sgt ni jumpa my siblings..(thnks God for everything!)

It was yesterday mid day when i received SMSes from bie telling me that she,veron and eyan wanna go KK untuk USPB(Urusan Seri Paduka Baginda)..heheh..nampak ja SMS dr c bie..pa lagi,sa excited@teruja yg teramat sangat ni..yalah,mmg rindu gila ngan durang suma..so,d pendekkan cerita..ngam2 jg sa off after keja mlm..so dengan senang atinya sa 'SEDIA BERKHIDMAT' untuk membawa durang2 semua kemana pun yang durang mau p..x sabar ni mau jmpa durang..

*****Hari yang Ditunggu2 pun tiba.......

~Bie & Veron~

~Kaoru & Me~

we all went to City mall then singgah makan jap..perut lapar ni,sound sumthing suda..mau minta diisi..tanpa berlengah lagi me eyan p order duluan..bie n veron went to toilet for a while..beberapa lama kemudian our makanan sampai ni..

jeng...jeng...jeng...

our meal for tengahari...eyan ordered nasi ayam claypot..me ordered mee laksa claypot..quiet nice and got taste..not so bad..bulilaa..hehe..

x lama pas tu..we went to pasaraya untuk beli SUSU SUSTAGEN c thetcher..(ketawa sa berabis bila dengar c bie cakap mau beli susu ni..jauh sungguh dia jalan semata2 mau beli susu c thetcher..rupanya RANAU selalu kehabisan susu brand ni..ni ja yang thetcher ngam bilang c bie...)pa2 la bie...yang penting we all had a good time together..

+++Psssst...c eyan got new laptop owh..happy ni muka dia bila sis veron offer mau belikan dia new laptop..(Hadiah cemerlang ka tu eyan?)...x juga lama cari eyan punya laptop...Thank God pekerja d kedai laptop tu very friendly and tunjuk everything ni..(punya bagus klu semua pekerja begitu..kan..kan..aman dunia..)

selesai pasal laptop..kmi rushing p ambil jess d hosp likas..dia practical d sna ni..she asked us to picked her up..dia mau sma2 jalan ngan kmi..best ni dapat kumpul2..bukan selalu kmi dapat begini..BZ jak kan..

Last destination before Veron,Eyan,Bie and Jess leaving...we jalan2 d warisan square untuk menikmati 'APPLE DONUT' and minum mocca...sedap owh..ketawa jak kmi all the time..

well..it''s time for us untuk berpisah..Eyan,bie and veron balik ranau..jess pla balik hostel bukit padang..i sent them all to a place where they could find a transport to go home except jess..(i sent her sampai hostel ni..)Hmmmmm...what a beautiful Day..hope to see tham all again..i am MISSING U already guys!..

~By Your Side..

~~It's 21minutes before 6am..and im still awake..i am resting myself while waiting for my shift end at 7am this morning..Hmm..a new day come..tuesday already owh..hmmm..as far as i couldn't realise about everything or even something,i imagine myself being somewhere where i dont know where exactly it is..i captured myself 10 years from now..how could it be?i thought long and hard..trying my very best to remember everything from past..just so i could blend all the good memories and bring it back on present and keep remembering it for future time..
~~~huhh..early morning..my mind spinning around..how i miss those beautiful moments of some occasions happened in my life lately..i was mesmerized and touching everytime i think of it..
----->my tears coming down so fast..i look to no one..i am alone in this place now..as hard as i try to persuade myself to calm,i saw a beautiful words saying..'REMEMBER,WHEN YOU FEEL LONELY OR THERE'S NO ONE TO ACCOMPANY YOU..I'LL ALWAYS BY YOUR SIDE..'
(....Stop crying..stop crying..stop crying..please,dont be like this..why i am so down this morning aaa??..)
isn't it beautiful?enough to make my heart stop beating for a while..enough to give me strength and courage for me to stay..i found that words on a piece of paper from unknown..

mmm...after this,i'll be home..wanna take a nap for a while..then will wake up around 2pm..then get ready to meet my cuzzy and friends at Likas stadium..there's a things to be done there..that's all for now..i'll continue later on..

What happened..

I went to Tanjung Aru beach2 last week with frens..i miss SUNSET so much..God knws how much i love Sunset..dah lama rasanya x p jenguk2 beach ni..sempat ambil picture ni..not really nice but i guess ianya cukup untuk membangkitkan semua kenangan lalu ni..Hmm..

Aduuuhhh..What happened to me lately aa?..these days,i miss him so much!(u know who u are..)

God u know that..u know it from the start..

what happen to me aa..?i hope to see him cepat2 ni..

Owh ya..i was sleeping all day long..penat kali bah,keja malam kan..x sedar sampai jam 4.30pm baru woke up from long2 sleep ni..x banyak story yang mau dikongsi but for sure------>I MISS HIM SO MUCH!

~Happy time~~~

~see our pictures above..Taken this morning(04/04/2010) during a celebration of E-Day..hehe..quiet good huh??!!..whatever it is..memang best kumpul with durang2 semua ni..sporting habis..mau pecah perut kalau spend time ngan durang..so many stories to tell ni..anyway,gambar d atas tu..me bergambar sama my cuzzy maikah,honney and cyrael..

----->Hah..yang diatas tu..me with manda..she's so cute..that day was her last day with us..she finished up her practical already and about to continue her study to other place..huhuh,i'll be missing her..sempat sa hantar dia p tempat her friend coz tonight before leaving she wanna spend time with her friend dulu then balik kampung ni..yang dibawah pula..me with my Girl-friends----->onong,christine and sweet cousin maikah..

Manda..hope to see u again..

--->Pandai pula c farah(middle)bergambar..berabis ni durang taking pictures..i was just sitting there tengok2 durang and then ni la hasilnya..

---->picture ke-3 tu,kena ambil tym sa santai2 di mini ofis..sharing some stories..life,love..everything with her...

Cutest babies of BPM..thanks to ejoy..he helped me ambil gambar baby2 cute ni..ada beberapa lagi baby cute yang dia lupa ambil..but it's ok..next time sa snap lagi byk2 gambar baby aa..suka sa sma baby bah skang..huhu..

~~bah,i guess that's all for now..nti sa blogging g aa..til then..HAPPY EASTER DAY..GOD BLESS US!

Enjoy!

Hmmm...Here i am again,updating my blog..kc makeup2 skit..biarpun masih banyak yang perlu dibuat untuk men'CANTIK'kan blog ku ini..tp at least,boleh la di baca bah kan..

Pa interesting for Today aa?Hmmm..
Owh ya..lets talk about Yesterday..it was EASTER DAY..
ngam2 juga i was off duty on that day so already planned from the start mau p church for the celebration..Eyen was asking to prepare 'ayam goreng' untuk POT BLESS..coz right after mass,makan2 ni..(Acara Kegemaran ku..hehe)
--->so dipendekkan cerita,i went to the nearest supermarket,CENTRAL kepayan ridge p beli stuffs yg diperlukan untuk masak 'Ayam Goreng'..x banyak juga yang dibeli..just sayap ayam beberapa kilo..tepung kentucky(Hot & spicy flavour) and sedikit barang2 dapur yang lain..pas tu rushing pulang rumah untuk menggoreng then bawa p church...nasib baik sempat smpai before acara mula..(sepa suruh kan..tengok,almost x sempat..petang tu p d starbucks,rindu kan minum dark mocha and baked american cheese cake..yummy..)

well,it was such a great nite..i really enjoyed it..i went home 15 minutes before 10pm ni..sampai rumah ja,mandi then dengar2 lagu smpaila x sedar tertidur...
hehe...that's all for now aa..later i'll continue updating my blog again..

Past..Present..Future

Giving you all of myself,
To you and not anyone else.
Everyday, not just now and then,
To be able to call you more than a friend.
Friendship goes in and out.
To make it stay, to be more than a doubt.
A wish well wanted, to become real,
To see through the mist that's never still.
Hearts that don't stop loving,
Even when one dies.
Eyes that are truthful, that tell no lies.
Lips that share the love so sweet,
Bodies that feel the intense heat.
Sunny days spent together,
Memories that will hopefully last forever.
Winters spent keeping each other warm.
Holding each other through the storm.
Emotions so strong they must be shared,
So someone else does not stand bare.
Giving without taking back.
Never giving into the slack.
someday at the chapel we stand,
To be called wife and man.
To be one forever and always.
Walking down the corridors and hallways.
Life will give plenty of times,
When the corridor splits in two.
We'll go together in the dark,
But if we stay together,
We'll make it through.
Making it through, day by day,
This is what I had to say.
Learn and also be the teacher,
Of what was, is, and could be,
The Past, Present, Future...